19 January 2013

3rd day since we broken up and i'm still not alright.

Not crying every second of the day anymore but I still feel the pain of my heart.

I still cant accept someone give up on me so easily.

Months that we have been through.

Even when we are down to such bad situation.

was really glad both of us still holding on.

I remember my promises.

I wont give up so easily.

I ll try my best to tolerate coz we are both different person

You once told me to beliv we can make things work.

You once told me love is about how two diff persons live together.

I'm not the best but i'm trying my best

 

And now you leave me alone telling me you dont love me anymore

bcoz you are tired of trying

How am I supposed to take this?

 

If you are not sure of your feeling

Dont play with my heart.

 

You have no idea how much effort ive put in

You have no idea how tough i gotta walk away with broken heart.





 

 

 

Difficult times are miracles

Difficult times are miracles

They make you stronger, wiser.
You lean to live past all the things that you can't change and be happy
Happy with yourself,
and happy with the wonderful gift of life that god blessed you with.

Quote the WWW.

Random 15/1/2012

新的一年
我依然还是
不知道可以为自己做些什么

Twenty Two + 1

TwentyTwo+1
One simple dinner @ Kuchai Lama.
With few simple photos.

V1 Concept Bar & Restaurant

V1 Concept Bar & Restaurant
No. 66 & 68,
Jln Puteri 2/4,
47100 Puchong, Malaysia

This restaurant is based on a sport car concept.
Showing a ferrari at the entrance with racing seat for your dining table.
Not talking bout the quality of food,
the design and unique of this place worth a visit. :)

Racing Seat *Wooom Woom*



Dont Feel Comfortable with the Seat LOL
Guys will love it i blif :)



Honk Honk For the Crew to Serve you :D



Hot Chocolate
Not bad :P



Mushroom Soup
serve with 2 garlic bread stick :P
It tastes better than how it looks like :)



Grilled Chicken Chop with Onion
Didnt see any "interaction" between the onion & Chicken Chop but still a nice one :)



Chicken Lasagna
Too Dry. :(



22+1

Random 14 August 2011

So it has been half a year i started my working life.

I Love My Life.
My work is tough but i'm happy i gained more than enough to feed myself.
Living independently without relaying any1 is cool
Being alone is not that bad
but sticking to some1 who doesnt appreciate me is sad

So many things i gained and so many things i lost
I can see things changed and so do i.
Misunderstand are there but i'm so tired to explain

Some ppl has gone and
I truly appreciate those who stay.

YES. I'm dissapointed.
Being friends for so many years.
to blif him but not me.
And so i dont bother to explain anymore.

Whateva

Pretty Random

Goodnight

Graduated

Like Finally.. :)

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很久以前.很久以后

Credited to 愛、文章

很久以前，我以为，只要我对别人好，能忍让，就会换来相同的回报。

很久以后，我终于发现，有些东西，任你多么努力，依旧抓不住，所以我学着不再期待。。。

很久以前，听《十年》，想着陈奕迅怎么那么倒霉，不是失恋就是被抛弃。

很久以后，听《十年》，看到的不再是陈奕迅的心情，而是自己的心情。



很久以前，久到我还不认识某某某们得时候，我把那些跟我一样不安分的ABCD当成挚友，自以为拍拍手掌就真的能做到“有福同享有难同当”。

很久以后，久到我看着他们一个个的脱离我的世界淡出我的舞台，才恍然间明白，对于时间和距离这两个概念，作为人，充满了无奈。

于是，我知道，永远不能相信所谓的一成不变。因为世界上根本就没有。



很久以前，我看着郭小四的《梦里花落知多少》，为陆叙的死难过落泪；看《奋斗》，为米莱的偏执感到难堪。

很久以后，再看一次，心里难过的却是姚姗姗打林岚时顾小北的无动于衷，甚至护在姚姗姗前面；米莱的偏执不再难堪，而是心疼。

于是，我知道，一个前前后后的差距，也许久不到一个人的黑发变白，却是一个真正成长的过程。心在成长。在变化。



很久以前，我的脑子里装满了安徒生笔下的王子公主灰姑娘骑士，偷偷的想着谁会是我的谁谁谁。

很久以后，我依旧相信着安徒生说的那些美好的结局，却再也不期待我的谁谁谁会在几时出现。

于是，我知道，有些期待，在淡淡的时光隧道，被抹杀殆尽。完全，再也不见。



很久以前，我在自习、路上、睡前，边玩边学，轻轻松松考个分数。无疑，在他们眼中，我是聪明的。

很久以后，工作有时把我折磨到精疲力竭，却是如他们所言，我好笨的。。。



很久以前，听一个朋友说：我非他不嫁了。

很久以后，听这个朋友说：绕了一大圈，发现最适合自己的却另有其人。

于是我知道，在年少时，我们都做错过什么，终于有这么一天，我也可以放下执念，重新选择。



于是，我知道，成长，有时候会带来意外的伤害和失败。





很久以前，发生了太多，记住的、遗忘的、像冬天的雪，经过彻骨的寒冷，经过刺心的疼痛，什么也不在。甚至连伤疤，都只是一种奢侈。

很久以后，我发现我不再拼命寻找过去了，或者是真的看到未来了。或者是真的不想在参与那些刻骨铭心。



于是，我发现，那些过了太久的事情，慢慢的，就被沉淀了。于是我告诉自己，我还是太年轻，还没遇到能让自己坚持一辈子的东西。

于是，我说：让我自己，慢慢的经历，不管怎样。 。。

于是，我想，只要世界还在，我还在，一切就都有机会存在。

于是，我祈祷，让我一直在，永远不离开。



很久以前，我不会感叹这些。。。

很久以后，我的字里行间，充满了别人读不懂得心事。

很久以后，我终于发现，自己不是停滞不前得；只是那些成长，突然就让自己冷了心。。 。



我不想挣扎在那些从前和以后中。我不想沉浸在得到和失去中。 所以，我告诉自己，即使世界曾经荒芜如沙漠，即使那些从前曾经让我湿了眼眶红了眼圈，即使岁月的雕刻让我的心棱角不再分明不再清澈；即使年华老去，也要走出过往。





纪念某某等待的故事。

纪念一切可纪念的。

从前的，以后的。

然后，告诉自己：相信阳光，相信爱，相信

Graduation Ceremony

So I'm finally graduated. LOL

Sunflower :D

Classmate :D

So fat lol

Thank you for coming, Besties & 384 XD

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Graduated

Ytd I Was A Graduate.

Just Like A Dream,

I'm Now Back To Reality,

To Be A Banker.

Goodnight Peeps. :(

Thank you for coming peeps. :) I'll update on this soon :)

Levain Boulangerie Patisserie

Levain Boulangerie Patisserie
My breakfast tml ♥

Working

So it's already 2 weeks working with Public Bank
and I'm still fine with all the stuffs.
A lot of work to do but yet
I think this is the place that I can learn a lot of thing.
I appreciate the oportunity and hopefully,
I wont give up anytime soon. =P

Life : 16.01.2011

不想再勉强被在乎

我一个人也可以过得很好

Xmas Eve @ Puchong

Went to Puchong for a Xmas Eve Party with Friends.
Pool side party :P

Food!



Vietnamese Roll~





Got Snowman cake!



Drinks



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Life 12/12/2010

Everytime during my study break
I have a question to myself
"Why will I choose such a boring field?"
每一次准备考试
我都想问自己一个问题
“为什么我会选择这么没趣的科系?"

Already towards the end
I shouldnt give up now.
算了
只不过是一个选择
决定了就该为自己的选择努力
一切已经接近尾声
做最后的努力吧

Quick Update 30/11/2010

Just a quick update to tell the world I'm still alive.
I'm not always on Messenger due to unknown problems causing me unable to send and receive message sometimes.
Anything just FB me.
I check my wall kinda often lol.

Last day of November.
Goodbye November.
Hello December. :)

P/s: 25 days to Christmas! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ Xmas! :)

算了...

好多的不满
好多的不愉快
好多的想离开



这就是生活
我只能说
算了...

忠诚

终于见到一些事实

让我相信

有些人

永远不会变

或许他会

只是不是我能改变的

不同的想法

不同的理念

既然无法从一而终

既然无法停止粘花惹草

何必勉强自己

何必勉强我

很抱歉

我仍然相信

爱情最基本的条件

忠诚.专一

坚持vs放弃

人之所以会心累

就是常常徘徊在坚持和放弃之间

举棋不定

生活中总会有一些值得我们记忆的东西

也有一些必须要放弃的东西

放弃与坚持

是每个人面对人生问题的一种态度

勇于放弃是一种大气

敢于坚持何尝不是一种勇气



我放弃了

放弃勉强自己

放弃勉强你

Busy

I'm Busy Busy Busy

3 Assignments to be done

Management Accounting in Organisation Level
Corporate Finance
International Finance